12.31.2010

一直寻找,一直等待..天空


What are you looking for the next year 2011 ?




I'm not sure...

But people told me


With hope, we can live for one week

With love, we can live for one year

With dreams, we can live throughout our life




一年最后一天,想写些什么却无法用文表达.那就用图像吧!

你是否和我一样喜欢抬头看到那一片天空,想从最里面寻找些什么的.

12.08.2010

那是不曾说口的出约定






那是不曾说口的出约定

走在神户最繁忙之一底下隧道两旁的透明玻璃展览窗,看见了即将展开银河轨道之夜科学展会.无意中摸到我口袋里两张纸条.

那是一张过期火车票,还有一张未到期限的划位置机票.

那是一张我们一起拍摄的旧照片,还有一张多年前你曾要求,但我从未答应你-其实早已画好的素描.

那是很久以前我想跟你说
其实我们相遇在不对的时间

那是回首往事的时候
想起那些流星般划过生命的爱情
你总是说无法赶上我的步伐
我和你的距离如北极星般远
如夜晚的星空能见却不能触摸

"你找的到回去的路吗
看到那边W型的星星了吗
是仙后座,看到旁边的Polaris吗
Polaris?
是北极星.

在北斗星和仙后座中间有一颗很大的星星看到了没有?
看到了!!!!
以后再在山林里迷路,要首先找到北极星.

然后把双臂伸开作指南针.现在我们知道山在那边,仙后座那边.
但是星星不是会随着季节的变化而移动吗?
北极星是从来都不会移动的
所以不管在什么地方都很容易找.
以后再迷路的时候,首先看看北极星在哪,它会永远在那里的. "

亲爱的,北极星就是我的诞生之星.其实很早以前你就一语成签.每年圣诞节来临我想起了部电影和故事,叫北极星快车- Polaris Experss.那一年观赏电影后,我很想跟你说的约定,将来一年的圣诞节我们要从挪威出发到北极圈度过,然后在零下十度雪地看北极光.
你听了之后什么发应呢...
你知道星星为什么会发光?人为什么会思念?
是因为太阳吗?是因为孤独吗?

星星在发光之前已经存在了。思念从认识那个人之前就开始了。光和思念都是自行产生存在的。到底是为什么呢?什么原因呢?是因为无垠虚空中孤零零存在的星星在暗自哀愁。思念的源泉就是哀愁。哀愁是人的感情中最深的蓝色,一路伴随,永不离弃。因为哀愁,星星的身体散发出光芒。哀愁是美丽的宝石. 思念的源泉就是哀愁。哀愁是人的感情中最深的蓝色,一路伴随,永不离弃。

12.04.2010

MEMORIAL - LUMINARIE

这晚,是壮观的一夜.

十二月三日,傍晚五时三十分我独自来到东游园广场和人群站着等待Luminarie (ルミナりエ) 六点钟亮灯仪式开始.

傍晚时分,大街道开始播放着神圣教堂歌颂曲以慰魂于95年阪神大地震牺牲者.

Luminarie 是意大利语.它是神户每年十二月举行祭典作为对震炎罹难者追悼和城市复兴的祝福. 这独特灯设计是自意大利大师Valerio Festi之手,数以万计的小灯泡曾经是意大利政府赠捐.

今年的主题是Il cuore nella luce. (曰语称为"光の心情",辉きの記憶を留めるたに).意思是辉煌的记忆依然留在我们的心中.














冰冷夜空之下,不曾阻挡温热人群从遥远地方来歌颂和参与游行.这是一场感动灯光的回廊.设计者用心与人们对逝去罹难者深爱记忆和平追悼.

当歌曲停止,群众一致举起手机与相机等待时分.灯光刹那亮起,天空不断闪耀数以万计光辉和欢呼声.也有哭泣的心声


今夜,仿佛我走过了一场未来与过去的时光圈回廊.如果你相信世间尚存灵魂,那么今晚它们都群聚这里静静的聆听灯廊另一方人间对它们细说一切.

12.01.2010

NASU









十一月最后几天thanks giving 假期,我们计划从神户出发到那须高原,为了看火山和泡温泉.连续驾驶了十二个小时,虽然说是九个小时旅途,但建中的高速公路停停走走穿越京都,名谷屋,大阪,静岗,富士川,东京吃喝买土产等等.拿了驾驶证但不熟悉路线图,所以都是朋友负责驾驶和看标志牌.那须(日语称Nasu) 是很接近东部高山,气候寒冷大约9~7度.是江户时代300年前已有名温泉.现在以种植蓝草莓纳豆出产牛乳芝士品等等.



如安徒生童话里的秋季.真的太美丽风景.
虽然很寒冷,我还是蹲着接近一小时在这间欧洲式小商店看红叶(momiji)徐徐飘落.






千体地藏是日本人相信保护孩童神灵.
此处是河川与火山交接口的山底.也是聊斋志异故事里九尾狐狸祸害中国和印度后,逃脱到日本传说开始.




回程路途上,想到31天后就結束2010年了,我也算完成了自己定下今年最后一项计划.

有时想想人生不只是房子,工作,家庭,车子..应该还有一种可能.
自由与梦想,难然看似遥不可及,但是只要坚持,就不是空谈了.

11.25.2010

当年诗

早上的课,拉开荷包链条才发现忘记带按键笔,转过头和后面的朋友借支铅笔.在等待他挖书包口袋,我瞄了他桌上的A4 memo土耳其蓝色封面.

写着一些斜纹罗马字,我一看心底啊...声了

那是泰弋尔的诗 "The farthest Dstance in the world"

The farthest distance in the world is not the space between life and death, But that you don't know I love you with I am standing in front of you."

他看我盯住入神,笑容满面说这是他姐姐从希腊旅行买回来画报,后来女朋友很喜欢拿了样本去设计再添加诗词集然后送给他.我听了点头没说什么.哪是一首很久很久以前我也抄写过段文字...

在这个我喜欢你的故事里有数不清的梦,每个梦中里都是喜欢的人出现,有数不清幻想,幻想都离不开你.在这个驿站里,只有一位来客,却是永远的主人.

遥远的距离,是心灵上的遥远还是思念遥远?

我不知道了
我忘了多久再回顾到那驿站路口,等候你出现

11.12.2010

Walk and find the way

一些好玩的新发现
Let's START read the road sign 日本の道路標識。




生田神社
(The following Wikipedia)
Ikuta Shrine (Ikuta-jinja) is a Shinto shrine in the Chuo Ward of Kobe, Japan, and is possibly among the oldest shrines in the country.











Well, this is the special train for women only at pick hour. Look, there are two man inside it.

Mc Cafe, I am loving it.

China Town, at Motomachi
This is one of the famous nikuman 肉まん shop. They sold it with 90yen per each.

太可爱了


这粒是真苹果,也真真....太kawaiiiiiii!!!

让我决定找一堆可爱到不得了的迷你玩具衬托它.基于自愿工作是不要求任何东西.可是学生坚持送给我小盒hime ringo又称为(Princess apple) 真的好可爱.结果我拿着它玩整日,东摸摸西看看,一点都舍不得吃.它的品种就如葡萄般大小.它就像你一样,这么讨我喜欢.






11.06.2010

Music

Last few months we had been to cinema watch a movie, the ending movie I still remain sit on the chair. They asked me, why am I not willing to leave the show. Was'nt get touch with the tragedy story ? It was named Inception.

Well, i told them...i used to sit until the music end of show and watch those producer work and their names. Especially this is my favorite -cool music composer.


Zimmer is a German composer and music producer. For nearly three decades he has composed music for over 100 films including Rain Man, The Lion King, Crimson Tide, The Thin Red Line, Gladiator, Black Hawk Down,The Last Samurai, Pirates of the Caribbean series, The Da Vinci Code, Frost/Nixon, The Dark Knight,Lord of the Ring,Batman, Armageddon, Sherlock Holmes and Inception.

如果你和我一样是曾获奥斯卡最佳电影配乐奖的汉斯·季默的乐迷. Then sure will like this sound track.


''我們都相信每部电影都有它自己的一个世界,需要有它独特的音响。很多影片需要它的拍摄地的民族音乐,来营造音响的世界、音乐的世界”

Un-Innocence Love

因为之前担心行李超重,结果我一本收藏书都没带回日本了.可书生活一个月后我渴望看英语小说,但是走了几间书店Junkudo和Kinokuniya 问店员都没有人晓得我要找类似小说.后来我才发现自己翻译错意思了,把洋書写作英语書.后来在一列列层层楼书海中,终于找到几本感兴趣却阅读过.基本上我都是速读较于真正花时间翻阅.不久之前,朋友还问我要不要挑战写限制级文艺舞台剧本.听了之后我们都大笑然后胡乱起个大纲.

可是阅览以下这书,我开始觉得这主意不错.





Quote from novel ( Sex and the city) :

Here's a Valentine's Day tale.Prepare yourself.


An english journalist came to New York. She was attractive and witty, and right away she hooked up with one of New York's typically eligible bachelors. Tim was 42, an investment banker who made about $5million a year. For two weeks, they kissed held hands and then on a warm fall day he drove her to the house he was building in the Hamptons. They looked at the plans with the architect.''I wanted to tell the architect to fill in the railings on the second floor, so the children wouldn't fall through,''said the journalist.


''I expected Tim was going to ask me to marry him.'' On Sunday night, Tim dropped her off at her apartment and reminded her that they had dinner plans for Tuesday. On Tuesday, he called and said he'd have to take a rain check. When she hadn't heard from him after two weeks, she called and told him, ''That's an awfully long rain check.'' He said he would call her later in the week.


He never did call, of course.But what interested me was that she couldn't understand what had happened.In England, she explained meeting the architect would have meant something. Then I realized, of course: she's from London. No one's told her about the end of Love in Mahattan. Then I thought: she'l ll learn.


Welcome to the Age of Un-Innocence. There's still plenty of sex in Mahanttan but the kind of sex that result in friendship and business deals, not romance. These day, everyone has freinds and colleagues; no one really has lovers-even if they have slept together.


Back to the english journalist: after six months, some more 'relationships', and a brief affair with a man who used to call her from out of town to tell her that he'd be calling her when he got back into town (and never did),she got smart. ''Relationships in New York are about detachment,'' she said. But how do you get attached when you decide you want to?


Honey, you leave town.

Unquoted: 虽然这书细说美国曼哈顿都市爱情与情欲,东方的东京又是怎样呢?有人说现代爱情如股票,一场又一场心理游戏.我还是喜欢问回那句话,那在你眼中爱情是什么?